I need to rise above the anxiety and depression and the craziness that has engulfed my life these past few weeks. I’ve never had it all “together”. I know that having it all together is not an achievable, but, I need to have some kind of normalcy.
The additional troubles that I’ve been going through is something that I have to rise above. Once again, I’m at a point in my life where I have to give the baton away. “Show me what you’re going to do with it. Please don’t tear my heart out, again.”
In the meantime, I feel like I need to go back to the scheduled life that I was beginning a few weeks ago. It was structured and it was full of self care. Even though it feels so hard to care for myself right now. I need to take charge of my life again.
In the big scheme of things, self destructive behaviors will not benefit me in the long run. Either I get on my feet or I fail.
I really don’t want to fail. And I really want to take charge.
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